Archive for April, 2013


For Geoffrey

Geoffrey Burbridge died on February Ninth, Twenty Ten.
He was Eighty Four and survived by his wife Margaret.
In Nineteen Fifty Seven, he wrote a ground-breaking piece:
The Reviews of Modern Physics – We Trace Back To Stardust.

Stars explode, burn helium, create oxygen; carbon
lithium, hydrogen, mix; Time’s magic primordial.
I imagine soft incantations spoken in darkness
somewhere on the universe edge; blessings, benedictions.

Geoffrey met Margaret, a lecture in London, they married.
They said Doctor Burbridge did not believe in the big bang,
rather a steady-state theory that posited many
big bangs, occurring every Twenty Billion years or so.

Big bang? Steady state? Either way, we’re golden, made of stars.
Geoff’s friend Al said, “We’re brothers of the same supernova.”
Goodnight, thank you Geoffrey, for your bold stroke to connect us.
Wish I may, wish I might, help you find Margaret here tonight.

Born of stardust, starlight release me! Be jeweled, firmament.

© Carlos Chagall, 2013

Paper, dried twigs, a match.  Light the paper, kindle the twigs.
Then lay thumb thick branches atop the small conflagration.

Like young princesses waiting to be bathed.

The paper dissolves, lost in carbon to the universe.
The twigs hold fast to the fire, pyre for royalty.

Larger logs, like lazy kings, nap on thrones.

Two down, two across, tic-cat-toe, flue air, sentient roar.
Lullabies lick orange-diamond demon cats in the hearth.

Queens purr steady in updraft; a house of fire tumbles,
from the top to the bottom, humbled to kindle the next

prince foolish enough to want to be king.

© Carlos Chagall, 2013

I imagine I’m holding him again,
new born, swaddled, miniature holy man,

in hospital blanket, white wool skull cap.
He fits in one hand neatly.  I hold him

carefully; unearthed, rare, fragile relic.
Now he averts the fullness of my hug,

glancing embraces until the next time,
and the time after that, until no more.

The farthest light reaches me now from then.
I go to sleep knowing he won’t be home.

© Carlos Chagall, 2013

Walled In

Read Walden again to regain
the remains of what’s sane.
Thoreau’s thorough, throughout I thought.
My ache for an acre or two, won’t do.

Sharing berth, sun and earth,
milking time, all its worth.

Persist, exist, merely;
subsist.

Time is the currency of choice.
Steadfast, intent, I avert diversions
pecuniary;

peculiar
habit this nine to five,
it keeps me from keeping
holy,

wholly alive.

Everyday’s a weekend; weakened
daily.

I need to go backwards,
to get ahead, I’m losing
step.

A new cadence, known decadents,
decades of whispering
about different drummers: hum-drum rumbas.

Nobody’s doing this samba,
sadly.  Somnambulists get in the way.

Got to get far away, to get
closure.

A room by a pond, unfurnished to go.
I won’t be sticking around to get stuck.
Bound homeward, upward, northward, and westward,
into the wood, Henry David, I go.

Hi-ho!

© Carlos Chagall, 2013

Sarah Needs A Ride Tonight

Original lyrics & composition – Carlos Chagall, 2013

Sebastien Greco, vocals
Carlos Chagall, guitar+
Chloe, vocals
Papo Cuadrado, percussion
Dede Rivera, Bass

 

Sarah needs a ride tonight.
I take her where she wants to go.
To the edge of town,
maybe heaven’s door.

I keep the conversation light,
there’s something in the air tonight.
She keeps it deep inside her,
keeps it locked away.

The glow of Sarah’s cigarette,
the smell of her perfume,
and she finally finds a song she likes on the radio.

She hums a tune she knows she’s heard,
long ago in a dream it seems;
keeps her spellbound,
all wound down.

My wipers beat against the rain,
as Sarah starts to cry.
It’s the long road home I’m taking
just to kill some time.
She says, “You all expect too much,
you wonder who I am.
I’ve got a room of broken mirrors,
that don’t work so well.”

We hum a tune
we know we’ve heard
long ago in a dream
it seems, keeps us spellbound,
all wound down.

A sad song plays on the radio.

I reach beyond the broken glass,
it cuts me to the bone,
to the secret place she’s hiding,
that she calls her own.
I say, “I don’t expect that much,
I don’t care who you are.
Let’s fly away.”

A sad song plays on the radio,
keeps us spellbound,
all wound down.

© Carlos Chagall, 2013

Top 10 …

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… views of Lower Manhattan, glimpsed from an apartment window, a cab, or a stupor.
… romantic interludes where anything minty had a starring role.
… Saturdays of the top 10 years of my top 10 lives.
… best aerial views in dreams where I hover at low altitudes, lucid, just above treetops.
… lies I wield to convince you that I care.
… things I will say to cause you to regret our ever having met.
… ways I will subvert the very fabric of your culture.

© Carlos Chagall, April 2013

Jay, I am I

Outside Cafe Wha,
stood four electric ladies,
boss, fly, curled, smokin’.

© Chicheme, April 2013

Says here you have angst,
yet you are so poorly coiffed.
What’s up with that, hmm?

© Carlos Chagall, April 2013

 

Synapse fire and shake my mind, a glimpse,
freefall back to the planet, from a point
outside the box, so far above the edge;
hard belly-flop in a tow-away zone,
to a four-way stop where nothing proceeds
but deferring the right of way. Tremors.

Weave a web, fine mesh to snare and account
for the accelerated particle.

An ellipsis, me thinketh, so therefore
I amethyst. They cart Descartes away
in a pied balloon; a partly cloudy,
shroudy day in Turin. Panthers on prowls,

the pilgrimage will not be televised.
Bells toll, believers stomped in steeple chase.
Spires collapse, prayers rise, initiates
eat mutton, served on stale wafers, revel,
pass on the wine, and the cup remains full.
The cloaked celebrant, dismayed, with long gulps,
hemoglobin, hemagoblin, deep thirst,
charges his own cells, iron, eons rich.

The papal bull charges the red cape.
Horns entangle with confused flourish.
One graceful matador, a dancer,
on dry dirt, eros, stands lean, relaxed,
sinew throbbing with the ache, rhythm,
at the center of the stadium,

faintly acknowledges the roar,
the receding hurrah. The bull,
with a quick pivot, inertia,
takes advantage of this vain lapse,
plunges deep, twists, plunges again.
The crowd, first hushed, is delighted.

you say goodbye, while I say halo.

Brahmins dine on Raman,
exhale wisps, catharsis.
Buttery Buddhas want
dietary fiber,
are flatulent and so
relieve themselves in bursts,
smelling like sandalwood.
Mongols slaughter llamas;
they’re skilled in exile.

I Ching, art of war,
some tze. To be or
not to be, that is
the Szechuan.

(A hand breaks through
the top layers,
silky compost,
two fingers,
wrist pronate,
flash a V:
Victory.)

© Chagall, 2013