The other side breathes
Eulogy in haiku verse
Exhale into God
Chagall 2018
The other side breathes
Eulogy in haiku verse
Exhale into God
Chagall 2018
Sometimes I sit at the piano and shape chord forms freely in space,
handsome constructions of arched fingers in opposing motions,
in search of dissonance over harmony
While she randomly intones beautiful sonority, sounds like words
aimed at the more resonant chambers of the room, her voice round
with a touch of rasp to engage the world-weary
Her melody shifts at odd intervals, the tempo-free meter floats
in time and heart, in perfect poise aligned without tonic,
we resolve at will, or not at all, the upper partials of our tensions
We modulate to a better point of view on life, its victories
and more often of late, its sweet despairs, which no one key
can capture, paint, hold or release
How many times we have stopped mid-phrase
and have kissed madly – over the top – operatic,
without losing the tone nor the shape of our song
Chagall 2018
(This is a revised excerpt from an earlier piece found here)
Reciting what’s on my mind,
in the same vein,
a similar wave
Around those corners
again, colors seen before,
yesterday’s song on the breeze
What’s new,
or old but newly seen,
or rarely ridden?
Atop looking down
I brace against a steep dive
aloft in the timberline
There’s water in the wind tunnel,
hot pellets belt my face,
sting then drip warm, turning cool
In S-curves at high speeds,
aimed for the apex of the turn each time,
carefully – blending quickly
You are only the gap between fingertips
away from me now, hold on
but the waters let go
I once stood in awe at a sepulcher
for someone I would never have known
if not for you
The water washes away chalky words on the ground
that once appeared to have so much meaning
so soon right before the rains
Boxcars and oxtails, firelights along rails
where hope emblazons faces seen
still from so far away
Hear songs from a fell
in the forest, dark evergreen
intervals of tone – listen
There beyond lies the hem of time
weaving an edge, unraveling
the fabric ahead
I heard her by the pool say she was 55,
her boy was 9 – had older brothers near 30,
and their relationship was a joy to witness
How long have I been
bobbing, suspended
here?
I try to find and ride
the random but plentiful updrafts of life
naturally on offer
The immediacy of sunlight in mid-air,
in flight from out-there to us
is earth’s joy
(Pardon me, I need to step back a moment
to see if I have alit yet again
in the same vein)
Chagall 2018
I knew her when
she was first
untethered
in platinum
as if under black light
she shone
terse, tense
lithe and alive
in a lather of lavender foam
stretched, arced and aching
for a view higher than
her back could bridge
she was rippled, a dance –
fragrant, a tingle, en-pointe
a place where fingertips
might traipse then linger
to dally lightly
hmm…tickle?
she slides to feel
every portion of a body
in motion against another –
to give in to gravity
something about this fabric
in time
I have always conceived her as spun in lights
enrobed in a series of pulses
on
off
growing
ever brighter
and then
ever smaller
to recede:
like a constellation
traces who she really is
via stars once decided on
long ago
again, I’m recalling
when she was first
untethered
Chagall 2018
I started with
She was an acute cutie with an obtuse tushie and complementary angles…
but then I contemplated if that was really
how I wanted to kick off my writing-day
and decided against it
Chagall 2018
She writes poems on a misted mirror,
opens the window to let cold air rush in
– this chills the glass; words stay crisp
and letters take longer to bleed.
Chagall 2018
Would you love me more if you knew me?
Chagall 2018
Tonight, under full moon – the worm moon –
I watch fireworks over Lake Crescent, ascend
in silence save for the hiss of speed that lifts them
high into a cloudless sky painted black clay
sky rockets, mortars, and aerial shells,
blast and report to scare away
the evil spirits among us
powdery stars of the same elements we are,
calcium, sodium, potassium,
cesium, antimony – to name a few –
burn to glow orange, gold, violet,
white, silver, and indigo – among many
tracing the heavens in
peonies, horsetails,
kamuros and willows
accents of apostrophes
of titanium blue sparks
at the end leave tendrils of smoke
filigree under worm moonlight
at human scale so high
so distant from the edge
I feel the curve of the earth,
actually I see it – can sense that
we’re falling
But I really wanted to tell you about
how big and small I feel
both at one time
celebratory
here under the light
of our neighbor courtesy
of our sun
tucked away in this corner
of creation, constrained
to this perimeter I can fathom
a place I call home
Chagall 2018