under the blankets
deep dark, thick air
I burrow,
search for a heartbeat
once there
I feel
the earth in freefall
the ground rushes up
gravity pours down
heavier today
(in the home movie she is young again, runs with her kite,
the long string trails behind her, goes from slack to taut,
she laughs with each lift off the ground, in flight
sometimes for only a moment, the tail gracefully arcs,
banking on an old wind)
Chagall 2020